Just as I am

by Ama Lee

The Spiritual Mastery program has helped me to see through a new set of lenses. I’ve been on a journey of finding my way home for a while. I’m not speaking of the physical home. Home is the internal presence of feeling safe, loved and loving.
     I can remember as a young girl feeling alone. I wanted to belong and be accepted by others. Even in my adult life I have struggled with being accepted, being enough. There has been an internal recording that questions my worth. Feelings of unworthiness have sabotaged my peace of mind and my happiness.

     The Spiritual Mastery program has been my life line. I’m learning to be patient and gentle with myself. I use to think that I needed to change. Today I feel there is nothing to change. My challenge instead is just to see, acknowledge and let go of my thoughts of unworthiness.
The Spiritual Mastery program is all about Love. It teaches the power of giving and receiving love. The Program for me has been my formula for healing and honoring who I am.
     Until I joined this program I was the critic. i always focused on what I didn’t do right. Today, I can observe the thoughts and gently support myself. This is an act of compassion. I no longer feel that I need to fix, analyze or judge myself or others.
     There are times that I fall short and want to criticize my actions or those of others. However, these times are getting shorter and further apart. I know that I don’t have to be perfect. I also know that I can improve. More importantly, I want to consciously choose and commit to manifesting my highest and greatest good. I pray daily for the highest and greatest good of all humankind.
     After many years of searching, looking for love and acceptance in all the wrong places, the Spiritual Mastery program has brought me full circle. The program offers me the opportunity to practice daily the Laws of Love. The laws support my transformation and the cumulative value of the laws is empowering.
     They say the journey of 1,000 miles begins with the first step. I feel that my participation in this program is my commitment to realizing and fulfilling my life purpose of being an instrument for God.
     I thank God for directing and guiding me on this path of enlightenment. I am eternally grateful for Paul, my Earth family and my fellow students for their love, support and acceptance of me just as I am.
     I hope to see you all in Connecticut this summer.